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PANELLING IS A THEME BY MIRANDA

These next few days may be hell, and I know there is a chance I will run into severe problems in a few months.

But following these next few days and prior to those potential problems I may face later…things are going to start becoming great real soon. Maybe not permanently, but at least for awhile. And I haven’t been able to say that all year.

Putting all rigorous plans ahead of me on hold for a bit, and having the freedom to do my own thing and consume myself with good times and happy thoughts. Living in the now, not the past or future. Words cannot describe how excited I am for what’s to come :)

Grabbed one of these on my way out of Santa Barbara last weekend. Still my favorite smoothie place ever. Damn I miss home. (at Blenders in the Grass)

Grabbed one of these on my way out of Santa Barbara last weekend. Still my favorite smoothie place ever. Damn I miss home. (at Blenders in the Grass)

iceclothing:

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iceclothing:

limited edition Down to Dream snapback available at www.iceclothingco.com

I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve walked towards the kitchen hungry but ended up turning back to my room because I don’t want to deal with one of my roommates.

He is literally ALWAYS in the kitchen/living room (they’re connected) every time I go over there. He pretends like the living room and kitchen space is his bedroom, not cleaning up after himself, dirtying all of our dishes and filling up the kitchen sink and counters with his mess, using two televisions at once, always on his phone talking super loud, and never shutting up about his biased opinions regarding the most stupid shit that nobody gives a fuck about.

I’ve felt like a prisoner here for so long because I don’t want to deal with this guy’s bullshit and I am so damn sick of it. Just a few more days before I’m out of here…I can do this.

(Source: instagram-suck)

Thinking it’s about time to go back to my roots.

Never thought I’d ever have to worry about having an F on my transcripts.

As someone who has always worked really hard in school, the possibility had never even crossed my mind. Yet…here I am. Not really sure what’s going to happen from here. This is pretty awful.

Nesquik vehicle on campus. Gave me free chocolate milk. This is the best National Chocolate Chip Cookie Day ever. (at Campus Village Quad)

Nesquik vehicle on campus. Gave me free chocolate milk. This is the best National Chocolate Chip Cookie Day ever. (at Campus Village Quad)

(Source: dmcmph)

Update!!!

So first things first…I FINALLY FOUND AN APARTMENT TO MOVE OUT TO!!! My 2 roommates (1 current, 1 soon-to-be) and I signed and turned in our lease agreement and money yesterday, and we are all set to move in on May 20th! Just one more week of this shitty dorm life. I will finally be free :)

Unfortunately leading up to my move-in date, I gotta deal with finals week. Today is our study “dead day” and then finals start tomorrow. Going to be a shitty week and a shitty way to prepare to move out, but owell. Once it’s all over, nearly everything in my life should be significantly better.

I also found out I may need to go back to my hometown for summer school…the advisors here who previously approved my course plan for my future here don’t know shit and kinda fucked me over in terms of preparation. Definitely would have signed up and registered for summer school before it all filled up if I had known I had to take a certain class prior to taking what I need to take in the Fall semester.

The good news about that is I would get to be home for at least 6 weeks! And spend time with my best friends, who I haven’t really been able to spend quality time with all year. The bad news is I still have to pay rent at the apartment here, which is quite a waste when I won’t even be staying there. But owell.

Oh and one last thing. I should definitely have more time and significantly better internet once I move out of here, so I’ll be able to come on here a bit more often! And maybe my blog won’t be quite as boring as it is right now haha :P

You know you’ve got a special mom when she chooses to go to IHOP for Mother’s Day ;)

You know you’ve got a special mom when she chooses to go to IHOP for Mother’s Day ;)

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