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…and then I AM GETTING OUT OF THIS SHIT PRISON DORM ASAP!!!!! Going to spend the entire day moving everything out of here and into my new place. Then checking out of here Wednesday morning.

Never thought I could ever be this excited to move out. Oh man.

But following these next few days and prior to those potential problems I may face later…things are going to start becoming great real soon. Maybe not permanently, but at least for awhile. And I haven’t been able to say that all year.

Putting all rigorous plans ahead of me on hold for a bit, and having the freedom to do my own thing and consume myself with good times and happy thoughts. Living in the now, not the past or future. Words cannot describe how excited I am for what’s to come :)

He is literally ALWAYS in the kitchen/living room (they’re connected) every time I go over there. He pretends like the living room and kitchen space is his bedroom, not cleaning up after himself, dirtying all of our dishes and filling up the kitchen sink and counters with his mess, using two televisions at once, always on his phone talking super loud, and never shutting up about his biased opinions regarding the most stupid shit that nobody gives a fuck about.

I’ve felt like a prisoner here for so long because I don’t want to deal with this guy’s bullshit and I am so damn sick of it. Just a few more days before I’m out of here…I can do this.

Thinking it’s about time to go back to my roots.

As someone who has always worked really hard in school, the possibility had never even crossed my mind. Yet…here I am. Not really sure what’s going to happen from here. This is pretty awful.

So first things first…I FINALLY FOUND AN APARTMENT TO MOVE OUT TO!!! My 2 roommates (1 current, 1 soon-to-be) and I signed and turned in our lease agreement and money yesterday, and we are all set to move in on May 20th! Just one more week of this shitty dorm life. I will finally be free :)

Unfortunately leading up to my move-in date, I gotta deal with finals week. Today is our study “dead day” and then finals start tomorrow. Going to be a shitty week and a shitty way to prepare to move out, but owell. Once it’s all over, nearly everything in my life should be significantly better.

I also found out I may need to go back to my hometown for summer school…the advisors here who previously approved my course plan for my future here don’t know shit and kinda fucked me over in terms of preparation. Definitely would have signed up and registered for summer school before it all filled up if I had known I had to take a certain class prior to taking what I need to take in the Fall semester.

The good news about that is I would get to be home for at least 6 weeks! And spend time with my best friends, who I haven’t really been able to spend quality time with all year. The bad news is I still have to pay rent at the apartment here, which is quite a waste when I won’t even be staying there. But owell.

Oh and one last thing. I should definitely have more time and significantly better internet once I move out of here, so I’ll be able to come on here a bit more often! And maybe my blog won’t be quite as boring as it is right now haha :P

Get back home late at night. Hungry from the long drive, open the fridge to find my shredded cheese to make myself a quesadilla.

Gone.

All of which will have a huge impact on my life for the next few years, and it all needs to be decided this weekend. And meanwhile I have a wedding to go to today, a fat midterm to study for that takes place on Monday, preparations for Mother’s Day to work on, and a 5 hour drive back to school tomorrow. Why can’t life just be easy?

Haven’t used any of them yet.

Yet…2 of them are gone already. I am so damn sick of people taking my food. I am not rich, and do not have the money to buy food for more than myself, nor should I have to. It would be one thing if they asked, but they don’t even do that.

I cannot wait to move. Just 1 more month.

I usually either have work, I’m hanging out with my roommates or the few friends I have here, or I’m busy studying or doing homework. Had the option of hanging out with multiple people tonight but opted to decline and just do my own thing in my room tonight.

It’s been really nice. I wish I could do this more often. Taking 16 units and working 20 hours a week really takes away nearly all your personal time to yourself. It’s also made me realize how behind I am on some things, just ordinary life maintenance sort of things. Slowly catching up on some of that tonight.

One of those things includes being here on tumblr. Haven’t really spent time on here in months it feels like. Just bits and pieces of time here and there. Kinda crazy how much your daily life activities change when you go away for school and have to accommodate to all your new responsibilities.

Anyway, I think I’m done with this post. Just taking the time to let the thoughts in my mind spill a little bit. Now it’s time to enjoy the rest of my night relaxing and not worry about anything that resides outside of my bedroom.

I hope you are all enjoying yourselves and having a good night :)

Phase 1: Fill up the refrigerator and freezer with all of my food, and leave minimal space for my other 3 roommates for their own food storage. This includes moving all of their food out of the way behind all of my other food when I want to put something of mine where they put their food.

Phase 2: Welcome myself to all of their food including eggs, milk, bananas, cookies, you name it, and munch on their food until they are out of food. Don’t eat my own food until theirs is all gone.

Phase 3: Don’t wash any of my dishes or silverware for over a week so nobody else can use them. Then finally try to wash them all at once. But due to all of the crusty food that won’t come off, leave all of my dirty dishes soaking in the sink so there is no room for anybody else to use the sink to wash their own dishes or wash their hands.

Phase 4: When I finally do wash my dishes, I can’t use any of the dish towels because I got them all dirty with my food and nobody else wants to clean up my mess. Never wash any of these dish towels myself, that’s somebody else’s job. So I’m going to waste a huge stack of napkins that I will never buy myself to dry all of my dishes. Dish drainers take too long. I’m also not going to clean the mess I always leave on the kitchen table. Someone else will clean it when they want to sit there.

Somebody please tell me I’m not wrong to be so incredibly annoyed with this guy every day. There are so many foul words I want to say right now. But I’m just going to leave it at that.

I’m seriously about to fucking explode. Everything right now is just so fucked up. Desperately need an escape from all this bullshit, please.

Sometimes you just need to live a little and do something you wouldn’t normally do. As long as you’re not hurting anybody and something good could potentially come out of it, why not go for it…right?